black and white memories.
Friday, September 15, 2006
Mentally tired.
Tired from the constant headache that's been bugging me for the past 2 wks.
Tired from the gastric pains that come out of the blue.
Tired of worrying abt this, worrying abt that.
I need to hibernate.
I need to get this irritating headache out of my head for good.
hopefully the medication will work....
Sometimes feel like i'm viewing everything ard me through a small window out of a body that doesn't belong to me. I miss the feeling of running late at night. I miss the feeling of playing bball on the court without worrying abt anything. I want to feel the rush of adrenalin into my head. i need to feel the rapid pounding of my heart.
I need to feel alive.
Hai~... i'm losing myself...