black and white memories.
Friday, May 26, 2006
hmmm... wanted to blog yest's nite... but dun really know how to put it in words...
hmmmmmmmmm =S
nvm..
hahaha
Feel qt bad... cos I discovered that I'm still holding on to a letter that I'm supposed to help deliver on behalf of someone years ago.... can't remember why I forgotten abt it back then.... most prob didn't had a chance to pass it to him and it juz slip my mind... and so the letter remain in my possession, kept together with the piles of cards which i received over the yrs... called the related ppl immediately when I found this out... but years have passed... guess it's too late liao...
Wonder if things will turn out differently for them if he had received the letter....
Anyway, brought her to my hse and met my mum and sis... think they were both suprised since they didn't know i'm in a relationship.. hahaha =)
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Went back to commonwealth sec on friday morning tog with a few friends and meet up with our english teacher whom they were particularly close to... dun think she rem me anyway since i have changed qt a lot during the past few years... then we actually ran into our sec 4 form teacher as well.. or rather, she ran into us cos we didn't expect to see her there... thought she already left or smthing... but sure brings back a lot of memories....
Anyway, after that went to IMM Giant to get the stuff for the chalet as well as the bbq on sat... bought qt a lot of things and so have to take a cab there... we bked two rms of the sentosa coasta sands, and both are qt small... especially the freaking small fridge... hardly enuff space to put all the stuff in... anyway, went to play a bit of "volleyball" ( can't really say it's a volleyball game since no one there really knows how.. hahaha ) and frisbee too... then had dinner at subway b4 gg to sunset bay where we stayed for a while... Feels really great to meet up with so many sec sch friends at the same time, especially some of them whom i have not seem in qt a while... but i'm glad that we dun feel as though each other have become stranger or smething... After that went back to the rm... didn't have much slp the previous day so i fell aslp qt early( as usual) and missed out a lot of their games that they play in the other rm during the middle of the night =( .. but cos of the freaking cold aircon in the rm that i'm slping in i'm juz too lazy to get up... haha... trembling in the cold... but had a really gd slp =)
Wake up ard 8 plus in the next morn while most ppl still fast alsp... went to nj funtasia in the aftnn to meet up with the guys, but didn't spend much time there cos besides the crowd, not really much things to do... or rather we juz dun really want to do anything? i dunnoe... seems like the usual clique is getting bored with life... But nj did change qt a bi... new facilities and new look... anyway, we left ard one hr later and went to coro's prince coffee hse.. poor sk only step into the gate for a few sec since he bk out late and by the time he reached we were already leaving... went back to sentosa and reach there at ard 5pm.. started the bbq at ard 6 plus.. and only ended the bbq at ard 10pm... really enjoyed the bbq this time since not only the food is much better, but there was more ppl too.... if i rem correctly ard 20 ppl.. yay~ =) Thought that they were gg to play some weird games at nite again... but guess i was wrong.. think i'm the first to fell alsp (once again) and by the time i woke up was already 6 plus in the morn and most ppl were slping... guess they were tired cos of the lack of slp the previous nite... Certain things happened which makes me wonder whether i'm being considerate enough or pay enough attention to her... though I know she dun mind all these but I wonder if i'm doing my part well enough...
Anyway, a few of us went to k-box after the chatlet... this time didn't lose my voice.. thx partially to the gin that they brought.. guess alcohol does helps to warm up the throat a bit.. =P reached hm on sunday nite at ard 9 plus..... And I think this wkend is a well spent one ^_^
Nthing much on monday except gg to kahtib camp as part of the fatigue party for the atheletic meet, most of the time juz waiting for stuff to do... went to the lib to meet up with her as well as return a bk that i finally finished reading...
As for today, my tutee got back his result... Disappointing. He failed his maths... now i'm hoping he'll get back his test paper... I'm qt interested to see wat sort of math qns killed 3/4 of his classmates... and as usual he had a low pass for his science... hai~...
Returned home with a slightly sore knee today though i didn't do much except walking... qt envy of the people playing bball when i pass by a bball court today.... Feel as if it's a long time since i can truly enjoy myself playing or jogging without gg home with a sore knee... and though i sux at bball i still enjoy it very much... in fact i dun even rem wat my knee shd feel like in it's normal state... now... hmm.. maybe it's time i stop playing for a long long time bah...
hai~...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
hav the urge to go for a bit of jogging or bball by myself tml after work... but if i do that, most prob won't be able to work properly the next day bah....
Damn... >.<...
went out of anime to watch liao... unless i rewatch some of it again... Hopefully the next ep of Bleach or Blood+ come out soon...
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Reached home at ard 4am on sat morning after the class gathering, and wake up at 8 plus with a low low voice cos of the k-ge session which lasted for abt 4 hour plus... luckily didn't completely lose my voice ow can't teach tuition liao...
went for some jogging, seems like the strain on my right knee haven't recover yet... better still, the one on my left is back.. Great. Juz great. Darn =(
So had tuition in the afternn, and my tuitee make fun of me by imitating my voice and delibratly reading in a low tone.. lol had a few good laugh though... then more or less rotted thru the rest of the sat after that...
This morning went for bball with the usual gang... and most prob the last bball game in the few weeks to come since i'm having my sec sch class chalet on the coming wkend, and have duty on the 28th... hopefully by then it'll get better... ow most prob not gg to play bball in june too... hai~..
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Have been able to keep myself qt busy lately... except in camp where there's not much work to do. But still feels gd to be in the company of other ppl...
Found it easier to slp with the music playing... but more or less used to it..
7 more days =)
Monday, May 08, 2006
Seems so natural to have her around that I almost forogtten how scary lonliness feels... especially when there's nthing to keep ur mind occupied it feels as though all the other things around juz doesn't seem to matter anymore......
10 more days to the 18th...
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Spent the saturday nite at home listening to the songs that she compied as well as watching Tsubasa Chronicles... was supposed to meet my sec sch friends by didn't cos of the fever that suddenly came abt in the aftnn... so more or less slept thru the day... hmm... not a very gd way of spending a wkend, but at least my muscle ache isn't so bad le... though most prob won't go for the bball in the morning bah....
sunday... 11 more days to the 18th...
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Due to the unneccersay IPPT that Take place on wednesday, i'm still aching over over.. guess i've been slacking for too long liao... jump SBJ also jump till everywhere is aching... furthermore didn't pass it too =S But received a call yesterday that they found the previous result which indeicates i passed and already cleared my IPPT window this yr.. LOL thxthx~~ But nvm, received a wonderful gift and spent the b'dae well with her =)
And so my b'dae came and go.. and so my age starts with the digit "2" liao... =S sounds so old...
wake up this morning feeling a bit of loneliness...
12 more days to the 18th...
Monday, May 01, 2006
hmm.. i envy those who already map out their life in the future... and those who already set their goals and know wat they are gg to achieve. Even though they may encounter setbacks and hav doubts abt whether the path they take is the right one for them, at least they already hav a rough sense of direction... a rough idea abt where they are heading. I guess it's much better than still trying to figure out where to go or even which direction to head.. but at least i'm sure that army is definitely not the career that i'll even consider about. I chose mech enginerring not knowing wat i can do or wat I really want to do after i graduate, and i'm not really sure wat working life will be like, since i haven't really take up a proper job yet... but right now i'm not really interested in choosing a path yet. Shall wait till I ORD and use that 8 months b4 school starts and go explore... hopefully by then i'll hav a clearer picture of wat the working society is like...