black and white memories.
Friday, April 29, 2005
todae our Sir was quite pissed wif one of the instructors, cos he always didn't come, todae also... either always MC or got something on... came only 3 times last wk, and only once this wk... so due to lack of instructors, todae was relaxing as usual. Heard tat he was promoting to 2nd sergeant soon... i think he can forget abt tat liao >.< .... Aft bk out, went to watson to get some med... bought a bottles of capsules tat's suppose to be gd for the knees. But looks a lot like chalk powder leh.... hmm... not every appetising "'0_0... haha... but heck care.. juz swallow... >o<
my sis has always been very capable. Top scholar in pri sch, performed very well in sec and manage to get into a very gd jc. She started to take tuitions to earn more money, and she manage to juggle her studies, CCA and tuition jobs very well... she did well for her 'A' levels and got into med... even wif her busy Uni schedule and tuition jobs she still find time wif her friends, and her bf. She doesn't need my parents to worry abt her. Since young, i've always look up to her. Independent, intelligance, dilligence.I feel as though i have always been leaving under her shadow... as if i dun hav enough trouble wif my own... I want to outshine her, but i'm juz too slack to do it... hai~... maybe i shd be contented with juz been a moon...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Rumours has it that 10 of us from HQ will be posted to 3G, and become technicians, and it'll be a stay-out life.... but since staying in HQ or going to 3G is not up to me to decide, no use thinking so much about it now :)... But as usual, todae is a boring day again. Luckily, its wed, and wed means there's cartoon at 11pm on arts central ^_^Let my frustration cloud my mind again ... looks like I have a long way to go... But nvm... one step at a time...
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Realisation...
This week was a really slack week again... but still, learn quite a lot of things during the course and also developed a bit of "mechanical sense"... but still got a lot more to learn ^_^. But still, can't believe my weight went up so much >.<...
Realised that i can't slack anymore. I'm still serving NS, so my physical fitness is very important, thus, finally decided that it's time to start my own training liao...
Realised that my character still sucks a lot. I thought my time in BMTC has change me for the better. But I'm starting to revert back to my old self... getting pissed by small things that doesn't concern me... getting pissed by the laughter and jokes that other ppl make... getting impatient and fustrated for no reason....
Realised that some feelings still dun change much...
"'0_o... I'm going to be a better person.
For now, that's going to be my purpose in life.
Friday, April 22, 2005
"'-_-
Oh no... my weight keep rising.... Jialat.....never happen b4 in 3 yrs liao... TIME TO TAKE ACTION!!!
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Boring...
Another boring day in camp.... wonder wat the OCS guys are doing in their field camp now... canteen breaks and more canteen breaks.... more my training in BMTC wasted liao... hai~
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
grease... oil...
Had a long chat over the phone wif my close friend last nite... seems like lady luck played a joke on each of us yesterday... cos she sounded quite stressed by work... but the chat session really cheered us up =) haven't do that since Sec 4..... Also realise one thing... she still haven't change a bit... always giving herself stress... typical workaholic "'-_-
Realised tat I'm starting to get use to staying out... wonder how i'm going to adjust to the staying life when i return to HQ Armour... haiz~... not only that, i'm also getting use to all the dirty grease and oil... i can almost picture myself holding a spanner, wearing an overall and spending the whole day repairing cars in a workshop in the future... "'0_0...... wat a bright future...
Monday, April 18, 2005
Stoning Post
DEVASTATED...NEVER SHOULD HAVE WENT FOR A HAIRCUT IN MY UNIFORM AFTER BOOKOUT...I have wanted to cut my sideburn.... SHE SHAVE MY HAIR!!!!! ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I'm going to look exactly like REC sk & jh... WHY?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ONE AND A HALF MONTH OF EFFORT GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sob...*.... but other than that unfortunate event, todae was quite slack. Keat Hong Camp looks really new... too new... its building looks like boxes...i still like Sungei Gedong better....Bk out at 5 plus todae, can see from the expression of those 40 SAR ppl that they really envy us, cos they have to stay in while we bk out... poor guys...Shock to find out that we get to have 2 tea break in addition to our meal time everyday!^_^ Really need to start my own training... otherwise very soon i'm going to end up like garfield...
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Stoning Post
Hmm... something seems to be missing in my life... the feeling of "incompleteness" gets stronger day by day... esp since now i dun hav to worry abt studies and training is too slack to keep my mind occupied... but wat is missing?? hmm...... looks like i have to visit the library more... reading seems to be the onli thing that can stop me fr thinking too much....
Friday, April 15, 2005
FInally gotten my Amoured vehicle driving license on thursday. Even though it's juz a small piece of paper, i still feel some sense of achievement ^_^... But throughout the course, the discipline was quite slack... makes me kind of miss my days in BMTC... Well, to every end there's a new beginning, and mine starts in Keat hong camp: Ten days on Operational Maintainance course... but get to stay out everyday, meaning i can catch the Arts Central cartoons =) But my future in the army still quite uncertain...cos still hav no idea where i'll be posted to aft the course... hai~ more uncertainties...
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Stoning Post
Hai~... it's Sunday... only a few more hours to go before I book in again... life is so boring. Every week is abt looking forward to book out on Fri or Sat and then waiting to book in on Sun... My operator course is going to end next week, and then I will become a qualified M113 operator...but wat then? Am I going to be posted to another course, or remain in my current camp?? and wat will I be doing? so much uncertainites... keep having to adapt to changes... sianz
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Zero Three Ass Oh Eight
heihei... set up my own blog "http://stoningpost.blogspot.com" But have to keep things simple cos so much things i dunnoe how to do +p
so much things that i dunnoe how to do... so i'll stick with a simple layout =)