black and white memories.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
.. begining to feel more like a lab mice 0_o....
Quite a busy day in camp todae.... and found out that seems like our posting to 3G was the result of a bit of politics going ard... but well, seems the decision has been made, wat's decided is decided... better not to ponder to much. At least 3G there has a healthier lifestyle, speaking of which tml muz go for PT lesson liaoz... cos fail my IPPT again... haiz... juz one more station to go...
Back home, escaped from the politics of the outside world, but not from the grip of my sister "'0_0.... Lately she has been testing her med stuff on my family... first the hearing test on my dad, then heartbeat... and came home todae only to find her chasing aft me with a weird-looking stick, hitting on my nerve to test my relax... >.<... wonder wat's next =S
Monday, May 30, 2005
more work, less slack >.<
Going over to 3G next week to do maintainence work liao... more work, and less time to slack... this also mean i'll be wearing technician's overalls and safety boots instead of my No. 4 uniform... i hate it... looks so shaggy in the overall... hai~ "'>.<... but at least staying out... for the rest of my one and a half yrs!! MuhahahahahaZ *V^o^*
Juz finish reading a book on the Theory of Chaos... how many things in the world can be explained by this theory... breakout of World Wars, catastrophic forest fire, Earthquakes, crashes in financial markets and so on.... started to like physics again haha =D
Friday, May 27, 2005
Stoning Post
Her mood swings are something that I dun understand... something that I always feel helpless abt. Everytime she gets into this mood swings of her's the only thing I can do is to talk to her and try to cheer her up. But there's so many things that she won't tell me... I want to help her, but I can't... completely helpless myself... ended up in the end even I get drag into her mood swings.... We've been friends for so long, yet I feel that there's so many things, so many sadness that she's keeping to herself... 6 years of close friends... doesn't this means anything to her? why keep shutting me out??? surely she knew how important she is to me.... shdn't have hang on to it... shd have let it go a long time ago... hai~
Thursday, May 26, 2005
finally...
Todae was quite busy compared to usual. Went all the way to Nee Soon camp in order to carry some heavy stuff back, and that took me and my friend the whole morning... then after lunch, have to wash one vehicle before we sent it back to the vehicle shed. But this time round, there was six of us to do it, so didn't take long either. Then came the worst job of the day: Clearing up storage cages. KAoZ... more like a rubbish dump to me.... bags og bolts, metal plates, markers light bulbs, rubbers etc... with hell lots of dirt and dust... so dirty even the cockroaches dun like it there. Spent like two hour clearing out 5 of these "'x.x....
5 down, 9 more to go.... and morning still got IPPT... looks like i'm going to fail it again "'0_0..
but still, it was fun compared to just rotting on the sofa =)
Have been doing some thinking lately too... maybe too much... but at leats it keep my mind active for a while... haha...
Monday, May 23, 2005
... more like group gethering...hai~...
Well... didn't go to sentosa yesterday, since not that many ppl can go... instead, we went to bowl at CDANS. Quite fun too, and i discovered that i have a serious problem with straight line.... Feel quite duty to have neglected yita... sitting there by himself reading comic cos he can't bowl with his injured wrists =P. After that we went to west mall... which we were supposed to catch a movie, but didn't in the end, cos the guys dun really want to watch. But aft that sk, xc, oml and I went to mel's hse to play majong... followed by more ghost stories HeIhEi... And finally at 9 plus we left mel's hse, and sk sent xc home while i accompanied oml to JP interchange cos they were a bit freak out by the ghost stories... haha ^_^... But seriously, really hope that more ppl can turn up lor, cos it's more or less the usual ppl each time...
Saturday, May 21, 2005
=D
Went to NUS engineering fair with xc and one of my friend from hq armour... the talk was quite boring, but at least the tour a bit more interesting. Then went to Mac with xc and talk rubbish all the way till 6 something when i have to meet sk and gang to watch star wars.. The classic star wars light sabre fighting scene is still much better then the gruesome sword fighting in Kingdom of Heaven... but still, dun think the emotional build up is enough..
It's amazing how an innocent smile of a child can do... it reminds u that there is still something beautiful in this world... all u have to do is slow down the pace and appreciate it...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
This Sun @ Sentosa
By now everyone shd have received my sms regarding this Sun's class gathering @ Sentosa. Pls meet @ Habourfront mrt station at 11am. Looking forward to see u all there ^_^
P.S. Yida, thx for reminding me that its habourfront mrt and not dhoby Ghaut! =)
By the way, Xr's band is having a concert at VCH on the 12th of June... if I remembered correctly. So pls support her!! Those interested can approach her to but tickets...if there's any left.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
friends......
Muhahaz... as much as u want to live in ur own world of lonliness, u can never do it. Because i'll always be haunting u! MuhahahahaZ ^_^... juz kidding. But it's time to open ur eyes wide and take a look ard. There's so many ppl who care for u, so many ppl who listen to ur trouble when u need ppl to talk to, so many ppl to go K-ger wif u, and u dare say that u dun have friends??? If u need to live in a world of lonliness, then I think I better mug myself to death in the library now ""0_o...
True, some friends will stick wif u only for the sake of entertainment, but there will definitely be friends that will stick to u through thick and thin... they are going to be the one who will not only grow closer to u as u get older, but become ur soulmates as well. Friendship that won't fade but grow stronger with time and distance. And the meaning of "Friendship".... it's not important at all... Juz like coffee, u dun have to know how it is brew in order to enjoy the taste of it
So enjoy the company of ur friends!!
Talking so much crap makes me stop swearing and cursing the lousy MO... for a while.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
...looking forward to starwars =)
Had the first session of my tuition yesterday morning with a P4 student... quite a nice boy, and he's in badminton... maybe can ask for some tips next time =) thought that it's going to be a long one and a half hour... but suprisingly, time passes quite fast.
Went to watch Kingdom of Heaven with wb, desmond and jh last nite... wat a boring show almost fell asleep. But the funniest part was when the previously 'hardline christian" Bishop said :"convert to Islam, repent later"...."'0_0. But the trailer of Star Wars Ep 3 is very interesting ^_^... After that went to the coffeeshop to have some nightsnack, and hear them talk abt their OCS and BMTC stuffs... now that I come to think of it, BMTC seems like ages away to me...
had a b'ball session with the guys... but sk had his weekend burned. He said he got takan but the Sit test assessor... wonder wat happen leh... looks like there'll be more interesting stories coming up ^_^
Friday, May 13, 2005
small but cozy
The place I "work" is a small, classroom-sized office... on a samll 2 storey building that sort of stand on its own. Beside the small office is an even smaller aircon room call "restroom" that's really meant for us to rest, read newspaper, watch tv etc. Even though the sofa is old, the fridge is not working, and we often have to move the attenna to get a better reception, that place is really really cozy. The building is situated at a far corner of the camp, away from all the nonsense, all the bigshots... it's almost like a chalet!!
I've been there for only 2 days... and i've already developed a sense of belonging to that place. NS couldn't had been better ^_^
Thursday, May 12, 2005
.. lies and more lies...
Shouldn't a teacher be someone who can lead by example?? How to establish trust when u've already lied to a person in the first place? I do not feel like telling lies anymore... y must ask me to do it?? Why must this world be so complicated?? Does telling the truth really makes things more troublesome?? What are they thinking anyway??........some Human-human relationships really piss me off... Is this suppose to be wat adulthood is all about?
I refuse to crossover to this sort of world... I refuse to cross over to this junkyard. I simple refuse to do so.
heiHei
Finally settle the overseas posting candidate… by drawing lots . I manage to escape. So I’m staying in S’pore =) Muhahaz. And tml will be my first lesson with my pri sch tutee… wonder whether it’s a he or a she… forgot to ask… hehe Looking forward to this Sat’s college day, but there is a possibility that I might be call back to camp to settle some stuff for the reservist ppl… muz hard pray that it won’t happen lor….
Monday, May 09, 2005
finally..
Did nthing much todae... most of the time spent waiting. But amazingly, at the end of todae, our Sir actually managed to get our posting done... which we all thought he'll take a few more weeks to do. So out of the 11 of us, 2 become the Cheif of Armour's runners, meaning they have to follow him where ever he go and do stuff like bringing coffee, cooking instant noodles during outfeild etc.. for him. 7 of us got posted to CCO, mainly doing maintainence there. As for me and one other guy, we'll be posted to Weapon Staff tml... heard that there'll be nite training, outfield live firing etc... but we won't get to play around with the weapons... most prob doing some other hard labour... "'-_- thx lor... But nvm... find out more tml =)
Anyway, from the 7 in CCO and the 2 of us from Weapon staff, there will be one posted to thailand this August, for a year. Sir want us to volunteer ourself b4 he arrow ppl... But seriously dun think i'll want to go leh... not now... cos i'll most prob die of homesickness there. But anyway, have to reach camp and be ready at 7:15am for a short 2.4km run b4 i report to my new department... have to wake up earlier...
Friday, May 06, 2005
stay-out life extended till July!!
Went back to HQ to get our posting todae, and the first sentence our Sir greeted us wif was "wat u all doing here? i thought ur course ends on the 9th?" ......"'-_- We were rite. He totally forgot that we were going back todae, and to think that we already contacted him on wednesday. And so we waited one hour outside the office before we get our posting. 11 of us get to stay in HQ, while another 4 posted to Kranji camp. After the long wait, the corporal who is in charge of us open up a lecture rm for us... so tat we can sit there and wait for bk out in the evening. And so this is how i spent my first day back in HQ: read newspaper.. canteen breaks, slp, canteen break again....
I wanted to lead a simple life, instead got a slack one..haha. Not that i want to slack, but i was forced to "'^_^
Furthermore, have to stay out till July cos no bunk available again... all taken up by Artillery Training Wing(ATC) ppl..suppose to get the bunks only in July when HQ move to a newly renovated building... then again, they were supposed to have moved there last year liao... haha so much for the Swift and Decisive armour >.<
Went to visit the dentist to get my teeth washed after bk out... too long nv visit dentist... almost forgotten how painful it is =S... BUT I MUST ENDURE!!!! I MUST NOT FRINGE!!! esp not infront of the pretty lady assisstant there... Muhahaz =]
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
my 18 yrs of life...
One hr to go before i turn 19 yrs old. Looking back at how i spent the past 18 years.... my kindergarden days... my pri sch days... my days in Commonwealth Sec Sch... my days in nj... and finally, my life in army. Realised that i missed my 4 yrs in CSS the most...all the choir practice.. all the b'ball games.. streat soccer games... badminton games... hrs of chatting on the phone.... doing homework after sch... playing games at the class corridor... playing around with water hose during annual cleaning... gossiping ard... crashes as well as crushes between friends... and annual class chalet...We play together, go through the hard part of life together, mature together. but still, time eventually weaken the bond we have as we choose different path... Not sure abt how the others think, but we seems to have drifted apart... hardly get to see each others at all...
But glad to have meet sk, wb again in nj... really never thought i would ever see them again after graduating from pri sch. Glad to be able to spent my 2 yrs of jc life wif S08. The different characters each and everyone of them have really add colours to my life =)
Going to start my 19th yrs in life soon.... dun really want anything... juz want to lead a simple life.
Monday, May 02, 2005
last wk of course, last wk of my free and easy life...
Went to visit a friend at jp last night, then while waiting for her to get off work, went window shopping... and bought a discman. Reckless spending lor... this month really broke liao "'0_0... waiting for payday, and hopefully i can get my private pay this month Muhahaz =]
This wk is the last wk of couse liao... meaning it's the last wk of my free and easy life liao.. going to have to get use to stay-in life again... but at least can save some transport fees =)
Went for a B'ball session wif the guys this morning... Can tell that wb quite shagged... but congratulations on getting his scholarship! Muz treat us one of these days =P
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Bowling =)
Went to bowl at CDANS aif sk, jh, desmond, sf, val and karine... never thought bowling can be so fun =) though i still sucks at it. Sk mangae to pull out an almost impossible shot... dame lucky >.<... Then went BK to have a night snack together. HeiHei =>...shd go bowling more often... and juz got Nj college day invitation card todae... i think the rest also got theirs liao. NUS also send me a letter to confirm my entry into mechanical engineering, which is my first choice.Muhahaz~ ^_^