black and white memories.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
haven't been blogging..
cos too lazy
haha.. =p
Friday, July 21, 2006
Bad luck. Bad bad luck today.
Sorethroat, flu, and gastric pain... and i think my temp is gg up again. The necklace which I bought for her during her b'dae broke as well. And thx~ my fridge broke down and the roses which I kept in ice for 6 to 7 years long is gone for gd. The ice melted and time which have once been suspended fot the 2 roses begin to move again...
oh well.
Rest in Peace bah.
Hope this streak of bad luck ends soon.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
interesting day. went to a chinese sensei since there's totally no improvement in my knee strain and i'm so tired of eating painkillers that i dun feel like gg to a western doc. Before I told him wat the other docs said it's a muscle strain he told me I strained my ligament.
Ya thx.
After 2 or 3 doc keep assuring me that it's only a muscle strain now someone else told me it's a ligament strain. Oh well it's gg to get better after a wk of the med he given me...
How abt telling me something that I haven't been hearing for the past 2 months? few days + few days + few days... for goodness's sake get ur maths right.
ya sure, I'll try not to engage in strenuous activities....
I bet this morning's 800 metre run on the treadmill with a pace that even a primary sch kid can outrun me is strenuous. strenuous sia. I'm sure.
One thing's for sure. It's not gg to recover anytime soon. Hope maybe i can walk down the stairs tml without that annoying slight pain that always make the effort to make it's presense felt so that maybe for a brief moment I can actually forget that I can't run can't jog can't jump without having this fear that the same pain is gg to come back again and again and again until it irritate me so much that I rather nv pick up bball before nv bother to try running the ahm nv bother to maintain my stamina in this slack company whereby so many ppl have the ability to run but everyone juz grumble and grumble and grumble when it comes to training and prefer to sit there and watch the others run past or walk behind taking their own sweet time to chitchat and chat and chat... and i'm so bloody irritated that I hav no idea how i'm gg to end this paragraph.............................................................................................................................................
wtf.
ya i wonder. besides bball and the fact that we spent two years of our life in njc. How well do i know u all? How strong will our friendship be if each of us hav a diff interest? sometimes ppl tend to hav doubts abt things during particular phrases of our life... I guess that phrase had come bah.......
Perhaps ppl changed and I can no longer keep up with u all...
sry... i didn't mean to ...
Monday, July 10, 2006
Enjoyed the ecp bbq and the cycling on sat nite though i arrived damn late =p not only that alighted that the wrong bustop and was qt far away from the bbq site... which in the end took a cab down to mac to meet jh and rent the bike.. but even for that stretch of road it was traffic congestion all the way till mac there... think it might have been faster if i walk lor lol but nvm~ save the walking. Ate a bit of food, and soon set off the to do some cycling... tried to go out of ECP but guess there are juz too many of us and too many traffic roads... in the end went back cos we fihured that it's juz too dangerous liao... anyway went bedok jetty and then to mac to watch the soccer match, which i slept through once again... by morning everyone more or less fell aslp le... then went home had a short rest and 5 mins of dota (cos the host fell aslp juz a few mins into the game '''-_-) b4 gg to je k-box to clelebrate bc's b'dae =) had fun singing though it seems nv ending at one pt in time haha ... had dinner b4 gg back home and vomit it out .. >.< my gastric has been screwed up again... hai~ time to drink more milk =(
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Hmm... I miss the feeling of jogging and playing bball to my heart's content... as much as I miss the first nite of the june sec sch chalet whereby we cycled during the nite where there's very few ppl at ECP... basically juz sped without worrying abt getting into other ppl's way... no worries, didn't hav much things on my mind... felt like a little child juz playing with a new found hobby with nthing else to worry about... But I guess it's impossible to stay that way too long...
not that i'm thinking a lot now but it juz felt weird... Had this feeling that i'm viewing the world and listening to things through this small window... not being able to get out... dunnoe whether it's because I can't or I dun want to... Doing things and laughing aloud though deep down somewhere there's someone that is not laughing and juz quietly stood there watching myself laugh and have fun... Engaging in conversations and feeling as if I'm listening to other ppl talking outside the little window of a room i'm in....
weird... muz be my pessimistic nature in action again...
It's 3:11 am in the morning and amazingly i'm still awake... Juz had a cold shower and now i'm munching cookies.... though most prob i shdn't be doing that cos i haven't been doing much exercise for the past few weeks le... Oh well didn't really do much on fri and sat...
On friday nite, went to bc's place with wb, sk, jh and watch the match with oml and bc.... But slept thru most of the match hehe =p didn't realise I was so tired... fell aslp after the first gaol... wake up every now and then but didn't manage to stay awake more than 5 mins b4 gg back to slp again... so by the time i'm fully awake the shootout was over and germany won... oh well, nice match.. haha took a cab home and slept till 11 am in the morning... and then had my tuition b4 coming back home to slp again... yay~ retired lifestyle =)
Had been spending a lot of time in front of my computer.... after dinner came back home to play dota with the guys again... then watched the england vs protugal match on the internet.. and finally managed to finish reading my friend's blog.. from last year jan till now... Luckily she didn't update everyday otherwise there will be no end to it =S
3:22am... better get back to slp... though there's no bball in the morning... still gg to wake up at 11am to watch tv...
And still can't access wb sk and js's blog sometimes... always have this irritating " click here to dl active X control" windows that pop out and regardless of wat I choose either to rub it or cancel it it still cos my IE to hang >.< hai~... and ya... dun think i'll be playing bball in the coming wk... or maybe wks...
nitez everyone... rather gd morning...