black and white memories.
Monday, September 18, 2006
Hmmm...
though it's true I didn't really enjoyed the CS game during the lan gaming, I didn't stay on cos I didn't want to spoil the mood of others. I stayed on simply because I juz treat that as part of hanging out so it doesn't really matter wat we were doing or wat we were playing.
Are we really getting more selfish?
Or perhaps it's juz that we didn't tell each other how we feel or wat we are thinking at that moment and assume that the others will know? especially since u hav known each other since sec 1 that it's juz seems natural not to talk abt it?
guess we all need to do a bit of self-reflection on ourselves..
u need to get stronger mentally... u can't let thing get to u all the time...sometimes bad things happen, but once it happen then there's no use bothering over it.And it's especially useless blaming urself for it even if it's ur fault, because that doesn't help the situation at all. Get stronger. U have to get stronger.Because there may be times whereby I might not be able to bring u out of ur depression too...