black and white memories.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
interesting day. went to a chinese sensei since there's totally no improvement in my knee strain and i'm so tired of eating painkillers that i dun feel like gg to a western doc. Before I told him wat the other docs said it's a muscle strain he told me I strained my ligament.
Ya thx.
After 2 or 3 doc keep assuring me that it's only a muscle strain now someone else told me it's a ligament strain. Oh well it's gg to get better after a wk of the med he given me...
How abt telling me something that I haven't been hearing for the past 2 months? few days + few days + few days... for goodness's sake get ur maths right.
ya sure, I'll try not to engage in strenuous activities....
I bet this morning's 800 metre run on the treadmill with a pace that even a primary sch kid can outrun me is strenuous. strenuous sia. I'm sure.
One thing's for sure. It's not gg to recover anytime soon. Hope maybe i can walk down the stairs tml without that annoying slight pain that always make the effort to make it's presense felt so that maybe for a brief moment I can actually forget that I can't run can't jog can't jump without having this fear that the same pain is gg to come back again and again and again until it irritate me so much that I rather nv pick up bball before nv bother to try running the ahm nv bother to maintain my stamina in this slack company whereby so many ppl have the ability to run but everyone juz grumble and grumble and grumble when it comes to training and prefer to sit there and watch the others run past or walk behind taking their own sweet time to chitchat and chat and chat... and i'm so bloody irritated that I hav no idea how i'm gg to end this paragraph.............................................................................................................................................
wtf.
ya i wonder. besides bball and the fact that we spent two years of our life in njc. How well do i know u all? How strong will our friendship be if each of us hav a diff interest? sometimes ppl tend to hav doubts abt things during particular phrases of our life... I guess that phrase had come bah.......
Perhaps ppl changed and I can no longer keep up with u all...
sry... i didn't mean to ...
