black and white memories.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Hmm... I miss the feeling of jogging and playing bball to my heart's content... as much as I miss the first nite of the june sec sch chalet whereby we cycled during the nite where there's very few ppl at ECP... basically juz sped without worrying abt getting into other ppl's way... no worries, didn't hav much things on my mind... felt like a little child juz playing with a new found hobby with nthing else to worry about... But I guess it's impossible to stay that way too long...
not that i'm thinking a lot now but it juz felt weird... Had this feeling that i'm viewing the world and listening to things through this small window... not being able to get out... dunnoe whether it's because I can't or I dun want to... Doing things and laughing aloud though deep down somewhere there's someone that is not laughing and juz quietly stood there watching myself laugh and have fun... Engaging in conversations and feeling as if I'm listening to other ppl talking outside the little window of a room i'm in....
weird... muz be my pessimistic nature in action again...