hmmm... let's see how i shd blog this..... basically spent my day at the expo bookfair, followed by dinner and tuition and stuffs... but most of the time dun really know wat i'm doing or why i bother to make comments and stuffs or even speak since i dun really know wat i'm gg to say or wat i'm supposed to say... not when my mind in sort of like in a blank state whereby there appears to be some stuffs in the background and yet when u try to concentrate and see wat it means it juz fade a way and blend in again so that basically i got no idea wat i'm toking abt or wat i'm intending to say or do... hmm... haven't totally recover from that sate yet... the slight uneasisness and unnerving jitters still seems to be bugging me...
hmmmmm... ok, so i gathered that i'm not as mentally strong as i shd be. As my friend said when someone is sad or something if u r gg to be able to comfort the other person then u muz stay strong urself or something like that, but seems that i'm not really doing that, but juz plunged in without much consideration, and end up more or less with a rather uneasy feeling or sometime even in a bad mood.. but i guess i can't help it... and it seems that i hav trouble handling too many things at one go...though it wasn't really a lot of things at all... hmmm... juz can't seem to be a good listener... or rather juz dun feel like i want to be one when i'm not even sure of wat's occupying my mind now. I doubt that i'll be listening to anything at all if i were actually to listen with a state of mind like tat...
hmm.. was gg to write something else but forgot wat i was planning to write abt... forget it.. my mind is not thinking straight today...
