black and white memories.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
what motivates u to do the things u do? Rewards? pride? satisfaction?...
or simply becos doing things juz becos u have no choice but to do it?
what stops u from doing the things that u wanted to do?
Punishment? fear? pressure from others? moral? principles?...
I dunnoe wat I'm doing all this work for. Doing the best I can to make things run more smoothly.... When they are not here I tried to do more so as to cover for their work.
But wat's the point?
Dun even really know why i'm feeling so f up by wat he said. i noe he meant well... but wtf.
I hate it when ppl give me the feeling that I'm incompetent. I hate the feeling of incompetency.
Especially not when I had already did so much done so much.
I hate it. f up.