black and white memories.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
sort of realise that no matter how many friends u have, u'll still feel lonely... and the more friends u have, the closer u r to them, the more lonely u'll feel when they r not with u.
This sense of loneliness can be a scary thing... makes u kinda sad once u can't see them... makes u fear the day when ur friendships might end... makes u fearful of investing into another friendship... sort of requires a certain degree of self-confidence in order to prevent urself from drowning into this pool of self-doubt and uncertainties...
Loneliness... fear... is this the price that one muz pay inorder to have true friends?
hmm....
If that's the case, then I dun mind paying it.
The sense of loneliness when I'm not with my friends might be overwhelming, but at least i know that there will be someone to drag me out when i'm abt to drown.
as for finding true friends...
I dun think they can be found. let true friends find u instead bah...