black and white memories.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
-one juz left... another one soon...-
Hmm... my friend, one of the 4 M113 driver remaining, is going for an peration to remove his eye cataract next mon, followed by one month's rest at home... He got it all planned out. Go for one eye this year, and the next one next year so that he can also serve one month's NS less next year... I'm amazed... cos since he's going for AHM training every mon, wed and fri, he's already effectively only serving a 3 and a half days week?? But during his recubaration period, I'll one guy less to talk to... hai~
Guess nobody can be perfect in this world...... the harder one trys to be perfect, the more conscious he'll be abt his own imperfection. A war rages on between a person's present self and his past. The mistakes one made, the regrets of not doing something that shd have been done, the guilt over getting fustrated and losing temper over things... the desire of being a better person, the desire of not making the same mistakes again. Letting go of the past is the best way to enjoy the present. Stop comparing with ur past self, stop comparing with other people. Live ur life by ur own rules... have ur own set of moral values, own style of doing things, own way of interpretating things and handling relationship... But unfortunately, easier said than done...