black and white memories.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
hmm... haven't been able to concentrate on the things I do lately.... my mind juz seems to wander off when I'm driving or guiding the vehicle... not even paying close attention when my friend was guiding me. Almost collided with another vehicle park behind me yesterday, and due to my poor jugdement, my friend scrape off a few pieces of concrete from a step......
There's a long stretch of road where we carry out our road test there.... a plain, even road, where one would drive the vehicle to the end of the road, and make a u-turn b4 a low wall there. My mind often wamder off as I drove the vehicle towards the wall... somehow, listening to the wind blowing past u... thinking of unimportant things... but fortunately, I manage to wander back to make the steer. But that stretch of road is juz like my life. Even, with no ups and down... no excitement... no anticipation .. no goal... no purpose... Whenever I stop doing something, the sense of incomplete-ness will surface again. Something is missing. Have to keep myself occupied all the time so tat I dun have to face it. Reading... slping... watching tv etc etc... Is my life juz going to be spent doing all these??