black and white memories.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Realisation...
This week was a really slack week again... but still, learn quite a lot of things during the course and also developed a bit of "mechanical sense"... but still got a lot more to learn ^_^. But still, can't believe my weight went up so much >.<...
Realised that i can't slack anymore. I'm still serving NS, so my physical fitness is very important, thus, finally decided that it's time to start my own training liao...
Realised that my character still sucks a lot. I thought my time in BMTC has change me for the better. But I'm starting to revert back to my old self... getting pissed by small things that doesn't concern me... getting pissed by the laughter and jokes that other ppl make... getting impatient and fustrated for no reason....
Realised that some feelings still dun change much...
"'0_o... I'm going to be a better person.
For now, that's going to be my purpose in life.